For those of you have been reading this journal and thought I just wasn't posting anything anymore or are new to this journal...I am lazy! I decided it would just be easier to post things about my D/s life via a filter to my other LJ lzbnangel.

So if you want to keep up with this aspect of my life just come over to that journal and post a comment since it's currently friends only now.

I need to update this thing tomorrow. There have been a few changes, good ones. So tired. More tomorrow.

So, I'm currently reading The Story of O. Anbody else read this? What do you think about it? I'm not done yet and already I want to read it again! Probably not the best reading material for work, but it's when I have the most time. An hour between phone calls is a fair amount of free time. Recommendations for future reading?

Got an IM from someone I haven't heard from in almost a year. I thought she'd forgotten about me, but apparenty not.

IF I said I wanted to be yours,
would you know that I understood exactly what I was saying?

IF I opened myself up to you,
would you be deserving of that trust?

IF I came to you with questions,
would you just ignore me?

IF I asked simply for your guidance,
would you give it to me?

IF I weren't so new to all this,
would you still be interested in me?

IF I asked you to push me to my limits and beyond,
would you know me well enough to even try?

IF I offered myself in service to you,
would you be strong enough handle what I was offering?

If I only had the answers to these questions.
If, if, if....

Daily Extended
June 15, 2004

Who knew that patience could be so sexy? Everyone here is on pins and needles waiting to see what you'll do next, and you're savoring the long, drawn-out approach. They should understand that you're not teasing them. When you're ready to attract some answers or action, you'll be a magnetic force. All good things gravitate in your direction, if not now then soon enough. You'd rather hold onto your power than use it. That's what feels natural for you. If this also makes you popular, you'll take it as one more sign that you're on the right path.

Just got in from yet another musical night. I'm only writing because I have added two new folks to this journal. The ever popular and wonderful petzilla and his best friend (who just happens to be absolutely gorgeous BTW) satanicole. Welcome sweeties!

Pet, remember you make my brain hurt with the greatest of ease. So I limit you to one question per day..lol! It seems I need to schedule some quality time with a couple of folks in my life, including you. It's too hard to try and talk when we meet. As always, it was great seeing you. I will miss your smiling face Saturday. Nicole wish you were going to be there as well. I hope to see you again sometime soon. Since you're local we should have coffee or something sometime soon.

Night all.

xoxo
Angie

It's often been said, that there is nothing that hasn't already been said in song. Hence, my recent spree of posting lyrics. It's all been said before and more often than not, better than I could possibly put together on my own. Of course, sometimes, the pronouns will need to be changed....but you get the jest, right?

This is my dream.....
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Listen as the wind blows from across the great divide
voices trapped in yearning, memories trapped in time
the night is my companion, and solitude my guide
would I spend forever here and not be satisfied?

And I would be the one
to hold you down
kiss you so hard
I'll take your breath away
and after, I'd wipe away the tears
just close your eyes dear

Through this world I've stumbled
so many times betrayed
trying to find an honest word to find
the truth enslaved
oh you speak to me in riddles
and you speak to me in rhymes
my body aches to breathe your breath
your words keep me alive

And I would be the one
to hold you down
kiss you so hard
I'll take your breath away
and after, I'd wipe away the tears
just close your eyes dear

Into this night I wander
it's morning that I dread
another day of knowing of
the path I fear to tread
oh into the sea of waking dreams
I follow without pride
nothing stands between us here
and I won't be denied

and I would be the one
to hold you down
kiss you so hard
I'll take your breath away
and after, I'd wipe away the tears
just close your eyes...

Purgatory is coming up this weekend...yay! D will be in the dungeon, so I plan on spending a little time with her there. I really wish I could shake this feeling about her, that I wasn't so freakin' stuck on her. Ah well, such is life.

We will be doing a very quick bondage wedding for roonie and her sweetheart Josh. They are actually getting married on Sunday afternoon!!!

I still haven't figured out what I'm wearing this weekend. The theme is Midnight Fairytales I think. Any sugesstions?

Went out to Fun Freaky People last night for a bit. myskat welcome to my "other" journal. As always, it was so nice to talk with you. I promise, I'll eventually stop talking about her.

Well off to work. Pleasant day to all.

xoxo
angie

I am often asked what my desires/fantasies are and I can never really say. I find it very hard to put into words the things I imagine in my mind...chalk it up to the dual nature of being a Libra. So I've decided to seek out stories that have some similarities to my fantasies. Not everything in the stories is what I like or desire at this time, but there are things in them that I am, at the very least, curious about.

I don't imagine all interactons to be as these stories will present them. For me it will be more about the activities and how they are carried out. I will always give credit where credit is due. So having made my disclaimer, here's the first story that interest me. I found it on Alt sometime last week.

( Our First Meeting )

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xoxo
angie